SHE.HER.

December 30, 2008

hi to all...
v v moody is day..cos i m worrying of sumthings..can't eat or slp well
dun even haf the mood to post..
so today will v a short one alrite?xD
woke up v early today,prepare to go mit evla cos she wan buy books..
den when eat kfc after tat when her hse study..call up wx chit chat tgt
den when home..really beat today..going slp soon tml waking up early again for work ):
frm 11.30am-2am the following day!!can u imagine dunneo hw i going to survive tml..
i really dun wanna work..bt no choice,i really ned cash [=
gtg byebye^^

December 27, 2008

Troy - Listen...
I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us, doesn't seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say,but I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.And it's just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today Cause I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
TROY:What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
GABRIELLA:what about trust?
TROY:You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA:What about me?
TROY:What am I supposed to do?
GABRIELLA:I gotta leave but I'll miss youTROY (ECHOING):...miss you.
GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS:So I've got to move on, and be who I am
.(Troy: why do you have to go)I just don't belong here,I hope you understand.(Troy: trying to understand)We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,(Troy: I want you to stay)I gotta go my own way.I've got to move on, and be who I am.(Troy: what about us?)I just don't belong here,I hope you understand.(Troy: try to understand)We might find a place in this world someday.but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.I gotta go my own way,I gotta go my own way,

seriously i m going aimless
living in tis world passing my days waiting for things to happen blah blah blah
haheas(=
think i m mad tis day after going through alot's of things in my life changes tat make my world seem dimmer n dimmer..
today went dwn to chinatown alone to get a necklace frm SK then went on to find sumthing tat i wanna get for a peace of my life..so angry wad tat i cannot find e..i went to so many place bt i can't find it..then msg my darling i think she did..cool mi down...haheas
gotta study hard tgt yea?no matter wad the turn out mightb..wad matters most is tat u haf work hard enough tat u won't regret!! (=
ayayaya i dunneo wad i wanna do suddenly no mood to write n dunneo wad to write le
going off all my viewers ps!!bye xD

December 25, 2008

Igave you all you desired

All that you neededBoy, I provided

I let you into my head, into my bedAnd that’s a privilege

I had you back in the enters

You took the dollarsI took the gentiles

Defended the battle before

Cause I really thought you loved me

I don’t know where to start or where to stop (No)

But I know I am gone, I’ve had enough

So fall, out of my head, out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I’ll be what you areYou

fall out of your mind, out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall, think of meI’ll be out the dark, just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one

I was the girl and I was the young one

I kept your feet on the ground

My head in the rounds, I had you

You tell me you were so grateful

I was with you and I was so faithful

I stood by in all that you said

And all that you dared, I loved you

I don’t know how to act or what to say

But I know I am gone, I’ll be OK

And you fall, out of my head, out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I’ll be what you areYou fall out of your mind,

out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall, think of me

I’ll be out the dark, just watching you fall

I’ll be out the dark, just watching you fallFall, fall, fall, fall

Haaa,Fall, fall

I want you to fall..........Fall, out of my head, out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I’ll be what you areYou fall out of your mind, out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall, think of meI’ll be out the dark, just watching youFall, out of my head, out of my heart

And when you hit the groundYou’ll be sorry that I’m not aroundI’ll be what you areYou fall out of your mind, out of your fantasyWhen you hit the wall, think of meI’ll be out the dark, just watching you fall

=p
went to west coast ysd nite,haf lot's of fun n tears (:/:(
got out of hse at 4.15 flew dwn to amk to mit jazz tgt to make our way dwn to bpp so as to head tgt dwn to west coast
the bus journey was quite a long one..even wenyi the super hyper active one had oso began to 'cool dwn''haheas finally,after abt 45min or more of bus journey we reach our destination^^
has been raining whole day long..sort of spoling our mood..bt it's ok haa..we carry on despite the bad wheather.went to mac for dinner with wen xiong,wen yi,lay bee,jaslynda,theresa and desmond^*all the hungry freaks=p haheas(no offence ar)
after tat we go on to the shelther where jazzmine chien han n boon ping r waiting for us at..
after rounds of dancing n singing we go on for the true or dare extreme!!
haheas..many thing happen to make mi laugh..wy was told to kiss wx butt,ch n des was told tohaf their tounge tgt for three sec whereas mi n jazzmine was 30 sec..ahaha nt fair hor..after ch touch des tounge for lky 3 sec he vomit!!can u believe it??haheas
after the arrival of my darling we went to take a walk near the beach...after we went bck..sum of them were already drunk!!haheas all finish up the two bottle of vodka i oso nvr drink dao..lols
alan drunk le den go abit out of hand..he went on to kiss wx haheas was so funny larhx..after count dwn wif the rest of them hu is nt drunk..carry on to wait for then to sober up till 2+ den they went home..haheas,then elva daddie cum fetch mi n darling home(: thx for tat!elva daddie(=

December 21, 2008

i M rOTTIng aT hOmE!!;)
i m so fking bored staying at home glad that i am going out wif darling tml(:
tis days feel so unwell dunneo wad happen suddenly feel giddy and i m beginning to worry tat if i haf ganna..hope nt.pray hard for mi my fren pls do everyone of u..pray tat nth go wrong wif my body if nt i would need hundreds of dollars for treatment..so plz,do pray hard for mi^^ thx
some unhappy things haf been happening although i wan none of them to happen.so kind of moody tis days la..really hope things will get better as my darling haf said everytime.
so times i felt so neglected..darling u neo wad i mean^* u wanna care mi u r welcome if nt u r free to fly away!!i m nt going to fcking care animore i just wanna get on wif my life,i gotta go my own way i dun wish to stay at somewhere where i dun belong.):
wdf la i m going crazy the old man dun neo wad i toking abt den he say i dun understand wad he toking f la light green gt different lvl of light agree?he wan mi go buy paint to paint my hse wif e colour light green i was lky ? ? ?-_- tell him light green gt alot of different lvl of green lime green oso belongs to light green wad then wad fking green he wan hw i going to buy?lata buy wrong le then ganna scolding,oso nt my fault i did ask wad light green is tat he only neo hw to say light green light green really freak mi out man! ): he is a fking stubborn old man any thing goes wrong,dun blame mi!!
hw long i haf to stay at tis home?i wanna get out of here so do my bro^^
we r secretly planning to move out tgt n rent a room together..hope the day will cum faster!!

shi yun:hey yoz hahaes hihi(:
darling:thx for tagging wor

December 19, 2008

muahaha ysd i went to skul wif lot's of anxiety :s
as the senconds get closer it gets more difficult for mi to breath..
finally...the result release after alot of blah blah blah by the principle!!
guess wad..i gt a aggregate of 7 (: quite happy bt ....nt good enough!!haheas
after tat when to celebrate wif all my darlings went down to cck to wait for them then we head to sembawang..
went to see twlight the movie is nice dude!!haheas
den we go to pastamania for dinner,i ate unagi pasta so delicious sia..haheas
we gt a chance to neo a funny part time girl over there called ain she still funny my elva darling laugh then she oso laugh then the whole group end up laughing (: muahaheas
after tat mi n elva went home n i gt my big bro to fetch my home!!haheas ((:

December 17, 2008

wahaheas..when to malaysia on 14-15dec..writing for memory nw^^

last few day nvr post cos heven upload pic haha..t0ok a nite bus to larkin of malaysia where my cousin pick us up..he then drive us to a place i dunneo wdh the name is hahaha we ate thai tom yan noodle n laksa and mango salad food was so nice over there yum yum..haheas

when bck to his apartment..small princess when to bed already..haha bt i can't slp there nt use to it mayb?lol xD

nxt morning gt up..n peace moment was over...3 of them kept screaming n laughing..ask mi to piggy bck dem and carry them to turn round n round..haha..it was so tiring..when shopping after tat..my cousin wife drove us around..at last,the trip ends..we came bck to sg the best country i haf ever been to..muahahas

):gotta miss my dear girls

December 12, 2008

muahahas..today was the most happiest day and also the most saddiest day of my life..
went dwn to wild wild weeet today..haf lot's of fun ^^ almost drown to0..haheas..can't really swim =p.. after a whole day of fun we wash up and when to mit up de rest hu nvr go in..after tat we go eat n blah blah blah...the day end.. here cums my sad moment..jazz told us tat tis is the last time that she will mit us,nxt time will b mths lata...we gave each other a hug i will so sad my tears drop..); i dun lky to leave each other.. really shatted my heart haheas..
really really hope to mit ur up soon yea..must tc tc tc alot ar!!

lot's of love n miss x

December 1, 2008

pics taken (:

lot's of fun tt day we went for clubbing..[: